• Next : - Renounce all senses.

  Along with it one saying on 'meditation' while meditating.

• Renounce all the senses and go on thinking holy thoughts.

• Next : - Think only pure thoughts.

• Is it really possible to think only pure thoughts always.

  Let me see.

• Next : - Do what truth says you to do.

• To be a rationalist requires more than unbelief. You must be able not only to reason, but also to follow the dictates of your reason. If reason tells you that this body is an illusion, are you ready to give it up? If reason tells you that heat and cold are mere illusions of your senses; are you ready to brave these things? If reason tells you that nothing that the senses convey to your mind is true, are you ready to deny your sense perception? If you dare, you are a rationalist.

• Practise the truth.

• Never any more impurity come over you. Die even now but don't impure yourself with impure thoughts.

• I'm omniscient as I'm the Atman. Eliminate all things which obstructs in soul-manifestation.

• Next : - I'm omniscient as I'm the Atman.

• If there is nothing better to think about should I think about matter, should I think about other non-sense! No. I must think only the pure thoughts.

• I'm omniscient. All knowledge is there within me. Absolute purity will bring it out. Staying pure always is like keeping yourself always ready for the best.

• I'm eternal.

• I'm Atman, I'm omniscient. Think of this day by day, believe it day by day, and you will get stronger day by day.

• I'm suffering because of my thoughts. I'm suffering because I couldn't control my thoughts absolutely. My thoughts make me miserable.

• I'm unchangeable.

• My mind is a rascal, my mind is a devil. It's not fully under my control.

• When you will realise that you are Atman, and that this body is just nothing in compare to the Atman, then meanness will vanish from your life.

• I'm eternally pure; I'm eternally perfect.

• When I says 'I'm', it is not at all this body. 'I'm' is Atman, and it's there in the body of Priyanka, it's there in the body of everyone I could see............and everyone I could think about....................

• To make the best use of this body, to defeat the evil doers, I need to have a lot of muscle power. Moral power I have it. Sincerely I need to work to have great muscle power. Each day I need to grow a little bit. Do not keep this body in comfort. Make it an instrument of protection in this country full of criminals.

• See nothing in others except Atman; everything else is just ignorance and Maya.

• They are terrorizing me because they see me physically weak.

  And weakness is sin.

• They are cowards. And cowards sin. So to prevent these cowards from committing crime is by making yourself physically strong.

• However we may receive blows, and however knocked about we may be, the Soul is there and is never injured, because the soul is immortal, infinite and all-powerful.

• I'm Atman (soul), the unchangeable, eternal Atman, the spirit, the living Christ within; and this Atman is all-powerful, it is omniscient. All knowledge is within me..................

• Absolute mental purity---------------------go on thinking holy thoughts.

• Not controlling the thoughts is materialism.

  I must control my mind every second. If I will not do it, I'm insincere and a hypocrite. I'm not fit to be a disciple of my Master. It's hard, extremely hard. But there is no way other than this. I must never let it get impure. It's pretty comfortable to let the mind go unfettered, unchaste and to think any non-sense it likes.

  Get out of this comfort.

  Work hard, work hard in controlling mind.

• Now I'm struggling; struggling every moment to ignore the external world and to think about Atman only.

• I'm Atman, you're Atman. And this Atman is One, absolute, perfect, unchangeable, unchanged. Therefore there is no difference between you and me. We are one.

• Bold words and bolder deeds are what we want. I'm the spirit; nothing can kill me. I dare to believe in truth. I dare to practise the truth. And the truth is that I'm the Atman. And all other things are absolutely unreal like a dream. I'm the spirit whom nothing can kill. I'm absolute; infinitely pure, infinitely perfect.

• I must look at the positive side of each person. I must not recognise wickedness in others. I must not think of evil things. I must see the struggle of each person to get to truth; that each person thinks he/she is fighting the fight of justice; that each is right from their own point of view.

• I must go to his/her level and give him/her a push upwards.

• Meditation helps keep the mind pure.

• Live for others.

Go to the stage where Sofia is and enter into her soul. Then meditate on her and grow from there. Search what Master has said to grow from where she is.

(comment : - Any way no question of entering into her soul arise as our soul is one; there is no two. What I mean to say 'feel yourself within her'').

• Any way there is no difference between Sofia and me. Let me know myself. Let me conquer myself. Let me make my character-----------------------only after that I can serve Sofia.

Therefore let me continue practising my ideal one after another.

• Next : - The soul alone lives.

• Next : - Give up the idea of sex.

• Next : - “Feel yourself in other bodies”.

  Feel yourself within Sebas...................

  Feel yourself within Priyanka.

  Know that Priyanka is nobody but you yourself. You are not watching any other person in Priyanka but just yourself. Go to her level and give her a push upwards.

• Next : - Give up the world.

• Next : - Meditate on your nature. Your nature is pure. You are the Atman. Always think about this Atman. Let this be your ideal for a long long time.

• Matter is not Atman. When you see matter, do not think of Atman.

• I'm as It Is. The Infinite. The All-powerful. I was never born. I'm not going to die. I'm the Almighty.; the Omniscient.

• Always think about this Atman, then you'll give respect to others, then you'll not recognise wickedness in others, because others are nothing but the Atman.

There is no pain for me, there is no misery for me.

I'm the Atman. Let me not care this shit of the emotion when it reacts when someone tease me calling a dog. Let me not even think about any evil. That's non of my business. I need not identify myself with anything but Atman. No ego. Let my body suffer, let me suffer when I'm tortured in emotion and ego. I must not think about evil. I must obey my Master in this regard. Let me get cheated thousand times. So what! Let this body die, so what! When I suffer let me blame myself and try to do better.

• I don't care whether a soul is here in this body or not. But the soul is there which is God. Let me trust it. All knowledge is there. Let me think about the Atman.

• How to realise the Atman?

• How realisation comes?

• Realisation comes by thinking. Therefore think about Atman always.

• I'm searching Atman. I'm thinking about Atman always. What could be this Atman?

• Think about the Atman. But do not consider and think Atman to be made of any material thing. Do not imagine it as matter. This Atman is Omnipotent, Omniscient, and Omnipresent.

  In other words it is GOD.

• I'm omnipresent. Others are not others; they are just me myself. As I do not identify myself with my body, so also I must not identify them with their body. Because they are not their body. Their sin is the result of their ignorance.

• ALL KNOWLEDGE IS WITHIN US. ALL PERFECTION IS THERE ALREADY IN THE SOUL.

I'm perfect.

• Next : - I'm Atman. Atman is omnipresent. Atman is All-powerful.

• Next : - Now I'm just thinking about this Atman.

• Who is Sebas. Sebas is the Atman. His nature is so glorious that even millions of stars and planets are nothing compare to him. He is the PURE, GLORIOUS, The Perfect; he is LOVE. He is Omniscient, Omnipotent, Omnipresent.

  When you see him, think of this. Because he is that.

• I don't care what happens to this shit of this body, if it dies after five minutes let it die. But I'm immortal, as I live in the Atman, in all the human beings on this earth.

• Next : - Only he who is perfectly unselfish can be a Guru.

• Be perfectly unselfish.

• How to be perfectly unselfish?

  I need to see Swami Vivekananda within all.

• Sebas is the Atman. All glory is there, all perfection is there, all knowledge is there. The Atman just need an impulse to wake up. Can I be that! Perfect unselfishness is absolutely necessary to give that impulse.

• If you'll become perfectly unselfish, you'll not seek pleasure and comfort; you'll forget yourself, and will work.

• Next: - Nature is a book which the soul is to read to gain knowledge. This is the only work of nature.

• Take a very very high stand. This world is a child's play. Look at it with calm complacency. You are a witness------------this world is a painting exhibition.

• Let me go to the next ideal to practice.

• Renunciation.

• I pointed to that food : - Shall I take that? Why? (This “Why” need to be asked for everything the senses approach). If the only thing for which I should go for that is pleasure then I must not go for that. Because Master has never said us to seek sense pleasure. It is not needed for any thing whatsoever. Well once in a year is ok.

• Renunciation is of the mind. Don't even think about things which wanted to be renounced.

• Renunciation is controlling mind, thoughts, feelings absolutely, every minute.

• Renunciation is of the mind. Not to even open the mind to those things which are to be renounced. And always to be thought of others good.

• You see I can work on something only by giving up other things. If I want to grow I must renounce.

• Do not think of yourself.

  And what to think you know.

• Next : - Think good thoughts (and keep reading and meditating on what Master has said on 'Meditation')

• Renounce all less-good thoughts once and for all.

• I've renounced listening music.

  But after one hour or so of writing the above sentence suddenly I'm listening my favourite bollywood songs.

• Renounce thinking non-sense thoughts and think only good thoughts and pure thoughts.

• Renounce the nonsense of the senses.

• I'm just an witness to the senses. I see how they work, and react. Yet I'm the Lord over them. I know when to nip it in the bud. Let it suffer. I'm the Master over it, and over everything. I've absolute control over it. And I know how to eliminate these non-sense of my senses.

  Next: Keep your senses under severe surveillance.

• Placing your senses under severe surveillance means analyzing the thought process when a desire comes to heart, when someone hurts you; when someone whom I love dearly dies, etc. Watch your senses.

• A life of perfect renunciation will be “complete self-discipline”, “complete self-control”.

• Read what Master says on self-control.

• Purity of the mind must be insisted upon if you would control it.

• How to keep the mind pure?

• The mind remains pure when we devote it solely in to thinking about others good. And not just the mind, but soul and body also.

  The mind becomes impure when I think about my enemies. Hence whenever I need to think about my enemies, I need to think what I can do to make them benefited.

• Hence continuously think about others and how you can do good to them.

• Let these people be your God--------------think of them, work for them, pray for them incessantly---------------the Lord will show you the way.

• I've been thinking about anyone and everyone for the last two days. But then I thought should I think about one person or any person whom my mind could think..................Well then I concluded that let me think about anyone who comes to my mind.

Practise the Ideal

Next: - Ask not anything in return for your love.

• There is no chance of asking anything in return for my love. I can’t afford to sell my love. I can’t degrade myself so down.

I needn’t think about economy; or my investments of time and money, etc.

Next better ideal from the above one will be “Ask nothing!”. Live it.

Next: - The first sign of love is when love asks nothing, (when it) gives everything.

Next: - “Give everything”.

• Sometimes I need to work really hard to give.

• As I’ve been working to spread the sayings of Vivekananda, hence,

Next: - Work hard to give ‘Master’s sayings’ to others.

• Now, I believe as if the above ideal is going to be my ideal for a long long time to come.

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Today I’m ill. So let me get well first, and all things after that. So my ideal, “Get Well”.

• Now I’m going to my next principle.

Because the best way to give Master’s sayings is to be what he wants us to be; to be the example; the living gospel; the personal magnetism, the personal touch; the Guru.

• Read a speech of Master and search for an ideal to live.

Next: - The power of suffering is infinitely greater than the power of doing.

Next: - Be jealous of none.

• After practising the above principle, I’m to search what else Master has said on “jealousy”, and practise those.

Next: - Jealousy is the root of all evil.

Next: - There must not be a shade of jealousy.

Next: - ……………………..not even a shade of jealousy.

I made a reading of some more sayings of Master on “jealousy”, and I think I'm done with the practice on 'jealousy' for the time being, move on............................

Next: - ..........................not even a shade of selfishness.

• It's high time I must go and see what my Master says my work should be, my duty should be. Let me refer to the topic “Our Work, Our Duty...................”

Our duty is to encourage everyone in his struggle to live upto his own highest ideal and strive at the same time to make the ideal as near as possible to the truth.

Next: - Encourage everyone to live upto his own highest ideal.

Next: - Encourage Loyla (Loyla, Priyanka, Sonu, Patrick,............everyone) to live upto her own highest ideal and strive at the same time to make the ideal as near as possible to the truth.

• And what are the ideals of Loyla,.........................I need to find it out. It's not that she should be having any fixed ones. She is young. And I need to even find out then and there what are her ideals.

• Before you could encourage Loyla to live upto her highest ideal, you need to find out what her ideal is. You can know it from her words, eyes, smiles, etc. You needn't ask her what her ideal is.

• So, find out what Loyla's ideal is and encourage her to.................................

• And my ideal is to find out what's Priyanka's ideal is and then to encourage her to live upto that ideal and then I'm to strive to make that ideal as near as possible to truth.

• Do not criticise or show her her faults, while encouraging her to.....................

• And be careful not to judge any one from their mistakes, as they may be having money and wealth as their ideal.

• When you start meditation, begin first with this thought (“Work hard at meditation.” ), and then meditate on your ideal.

• Next: - (But I'll come back to the above ideal in future.)

  • Do not disturb, but help everyone to get higher and higher; include all humanity.

  • Do not disturb Priyanka, but help her to rise higher and higher.

  • Help her (Loyla) to get higher and higher.

  • Love can never disturb you. If you think so, you're wrong. If the thought of beloved is coming incessantly, let it come. It is far far better to stay in love like this than to think of any other trash.

  • I want Loyla to be fearless. How to make her be that? How to communicate this part of spirituality to her? I want to transmit some spirit of fearlessness, some thoughts on fearlessness to her. How to do that?

  I need to do this as I could find she has certain fear.

  “Now this knowledge, again, is inherent in man. No knowledge comes from outside; it is all inside. What we say a man "knows", should, in strict psychological language, be what he "discovers" or "unveils"; what a man "learns" is really what he "discovers", by taking the cover off his own soul, which is a mine of infinite nowledge.”

  So how to take this veil off?

  The veil will go off when I'll be unselfish; this veil will go off when I'll become pure.

  
  

  KARMA IN ITS EFFECT ON CHARACTER

  
  

  While reading the above speech, I was constantly thinking about Loyla, and applying, comparing her life with what Master says.

  
  

  Let me again search what Master has said on 'preaching', 'teaching', 'communicating', and like-wise.

  
  

  
  

  • Her soul is destined to be perfect. Don't think that anything will remain hidden from her. She will know everything.

  Her soul will attain to perfection in the end.

  Whatever she will be in future will be the result of what she thinks now. So find out how she can think positive, good thoughts, great thoughts. How I can give her positive thoughts, good thoughts.

  If I cannot speak good and positive words to Priyanka, I mustn't speak anything else.

  If you want her to know something or want her to realise something talk to her about that; you can even pursue her. But don't compel her. Begin the conversation.

  It's not that I can make her sit in front of me and start preaching Vivekananda, but I need to wait for the right opportunity to give the right message.

  It's not that I can preach her the highest truths straight. I need to be very very patient. To speak the highest truths, I need to build the foundation.

  She is what her thoughts have made her.

  Good acts will proceed out of good thoughts. So she need to take care of her thoughts, and she need to think holy and pure thoughts always.

  So how can I make her think such thoughts?

  I need to tell her that she has a soul, so also I and everyone. And that soul is all one, it is all related, so we are all one. Love comes out of the soul. So as we are all one, we need to love all, alike. We need to respect everyone. There is power in love, supreme power. And love always wins, and not hatred. And the person who hates us we need to forgive him/her, because it is always good to do that------------------you'll know why latter.

  I need not tell all these things at one go, as she is a school girl. I need to tell her one after another.

  Tell her that if she want happiness she need to constantly think holy and pure thoughts. Tell her that if she need success she need to constantly think holy and pure thoughts. Tell her that within her there is infinite power. And she can do anything. Tell her to believe in this.

  Her soul will only receive impulse from another soul AND FROM NOTHING ELSE.

  How to make her soul receive the impulse from my soul?

  Call her soul, call It again and again; tell It to wake up.

  Love will give that impulse to her soul. Surely I love her. (But that doesn't mean she is my girl-friend). I love her mean my soul love her soul. And this is the impulse the soul within her need.

  Let me repeat the question again, “How the soul within her will receive the impulse from the soul within me?”

  Do I possess the power to transmit spirituality to her? Can I transmit? Perfect unselfishness is necessary to transmit spirituality. There must not be any expectation of return or reward. There need to be abundance love for her.

  So my ideal is to love her, and to bring within her all the knowledge, and holiness and purity.

  Find out 'how to make her pure?'

  • Well the above question is non-sense on the face of it. Because our nature is purity. We are always pure. Only the cloud of impurity is over the soul, and it needs to be cleared. 'How to clear it?' is the next question. And another important question will be 'how she can manifest her soul power?'

  • How to make her reveal her real nature.

  
  

  
  

  PAPER ON HINDUISM

  
  

  The Vedas teach that the soul is divine, only held in the bondage of matter; perfection will be reached when this bond will burst, and the word they use for it is therefore, Mukti — freedom, freedom from the bonds of imperfection, freedom from death and misery.

  And this bondage can only fall off through the mercy of God, and this mercy comes on the pure. So purity is the condition of His mercy. How does that mercy act? He reveals Himself to the pure heart; the pure and the stainless see God, yea, even in his life; then and then only all the crookedness of the heart is made straight. Then all doubt ceases. He is no more the freak of a terrible law of causation. This is the very centre, the very vital conception of Hinduism.

  The Hindu does not want to live upon words and theories. If there are existences beyond the ordinary sensuous existence, he wants to come face to face with them. If there is a soul in him which is not matter, if there is an all-merciful universal Soul, he will go to Him direct. He must see Him, and that alone can destroy all doubts. So the best proof a Hindu sage gives about the soul, about God, is: "I have seen the soul; I have seen God." And that is the only condition of perfection. The Hindu religion does not consist in struggles and attempts to believe a certain doctrine or dogma, but in realising — not in believing, but in being and becoming.

  
  

  
  

  • She need to remain internally pure. I.e. think good and pure thoughts. Normally children do not think evil things, unless they learn from various sources.

  
  

  • A slight impurity in me will harm her.

  • If I want her to be pure, I need to keep myself absolutely pure.

  • Not only I need to keep myself pure only while with her but I need to remain pure always.

  Another thing to find out will be, “How to remain pure always?”

  • Master has never justified impurity. Impurity is never needed in our life. I'm not going to lose anything if I'll discard impurity forever.

  • The problem with rich people, it seems, that they do not need anything in life.

  • Let me go to the next ideal to practice.

  • Renunciation.

Practise the ideal

• Next Practice: -

Do something for the nation, then they will help you, then the nation will be with you.

1. What can I do for my nation?
2. It is people who make a nation and not building and roads. The latter stuffs can be made by any government.

What can I do for my nation?

I’m trying to spread the sayings of my Master in whichever way I can. I’m trying to inspire people to live on the sayings of Vivekananda.

What else can I do for people of India through online?

First I need to find what I expect my fellow Indians to do?

No.1. They need to follow the godly teachings of Vivekananda.

I think this is all they need. And all other things will follow as an effect.

My educated brothers and sisters who are online are safe in other matters in comparison with those who lives in poor condition.

Let me think about first for these latter ones.

Instead of thinking in general, let me think of only one person, and think what I can do for him.

• As I couldn’t decide anything sitting in this room, I’ll always look for an opportunity.

My Spoken English idea was better one.

• Think of one person. Think what you can do for that one person.

Next Practice: -

‘Strengthen the “will power”’.

• Start a new topic in blogger “Will Power”________Vivekananda.

Put it in http://meditation.blogspot.com.

• I’m putting aside this practice for the time being as I found there is nothing so important I’m willing now a day.

Next Practice: - “Love”

• Peace is the reaction of love; blessedness is the reaction of love.
• How love will come to our heart? How to love others?

What do we mean by ‘loving others’?

Next: - Love alone is the fittest thing to survive and not hatred.

• ‘Love immense and infinite broad as the sky and deep as the ocean----------------------this is the one great gain in life. Blessed is he who gets it’.

How to have such love?

• Love and ask nothing; love and look for nothing further.

Next: - Love and look for nothing further.

• But I think I can not follow this because my question is ‘how to love?’, ‘how love will come into my heart?’

I can realise love when love comes into my heart. I know that that is love. But I do not know ‘how love comes?’ And ‘how to love?’

Next: - Ask not anything in return for your love.